It’s no coincidence that I work in the delivery industry and disappeared from The Land of Blog three weeks before Christmas. This was the wildest season I’ve been a part of during my decade-long career, and I’m SO. GLAD. IT’S. OVER! For everyone else, Christmas ends after December 25, but that’s just when I’m starting to enjoy the season! I didn’t get my tree up until the 19th, did the vast majority of my shopping the 20th, wrapped (okay, mostly I stuff shit in bags) the 21st, back to work for three more hellacrazy days the 22nd, 23rd, and 24th, and finally…. FINALLY… when I locked the door to my office at 4:00 pm on Christmas Eve, I was able to sit down, breathe, and allow myself to feel Christmas. I needed to hurry home to get ready for a family thing that evening, but I literally did just sit in my office for a few minutes to relax and let it sink in.
It turned out to be a really great Christmas for us this year. I was so worried about how it would be on Dewayne’s side of the family given the recent loss of his mom. His sister tried so hard to keep things the same as they would have been had she been here, but when she met resistance from a couple of family members who said they just weren’t ready for that, she gave up and we decided that instead of the huge dinner with all of her extended family that this year we would do immediate family only with pizza, BBQ, and alcohol. hahaha Seriously, who else’s family celebrates Christmas Eve with shots of Fireball cinnamon whiskey and a rousing game of Bounce Off? hahaha (Side note: That stock photo cracks me up. They make it look so sweet and innocent. There was a lot more yelling and cussing when we played. I should send them a photo of us playing to use instead. It’s just too bad that photo doesn’t come with sound.)
I think we were better off doing something completely different. We still felt Debbie’s absence, but not in the same sort of miserable way that I think we would have had we tried to pretend nothing had changed. This was new, this was FUN, and I know she would have been laughing her ass off right there with us had she been there. Her favorite thing in the world was always to have all her kids and grandkids there. She loved a loud, boisterous, happy house, and we sure gave it to her! It was nearly 1:00 am before we finished with the games and goofiness and presents and headed home.
The next day was spent with my side of the family. It was quite fun too. The little ones all kept us entertained that day. And I don’t mean children. Well, not of the human persuasion anyway. haha We brought our dogs with us, as did my uncle, plus my sister’s dog who lives there. So we had four rescued doggies celebrating their Christmas Day with us. That alone made my heart full.
And with that, our Christmas was over. The new year came very peacefully. D asked a couple of weeks ahead of time what I wanted to do on New Year’s Eve, and I believe my exact words were, “I don’t wanna do SHIT!” I was whooped from the last month of work and wanted more than anything to just enjoy a low-key night in, and that’s exactly what we did. It was pure bliss. I have a couple of goals floating around in my head for 2015, but that’ll be a different post for a different day. (Spoiler: One is a pretty big one that I hope some of you will help me out with!)
And in other news…. IT’S MY BIRTHDAY WEEK!!!! I’ll be turning 35 on Saturday, and I’ll be celebrating by running the Mississippi Blues half-marathon–the first of several that I have lined up for this year.
Maybe it’s just sheer hopefulness and optimism, but I’ve got a feeling 2015 is gonna be pretty great.